What a life

It has just occurred to me that i have done sweet f-all today but fiddle with my computer. you know instead of looking up a number in the phone book (which would take me 2 min) i spend 1 hour trying to look it up on the web. i started freaking out when i couldn't check my e-mail (maybe i really really wanted to see if a client had replied to one of my e-mails) no i just wanted to see what shit my friends had sent me today. Shit maybe i am becoming an Internet junkie.

I have quit shaving my legs, i am tired of shaving every 2 - 3 day to keep my legs silky smooth when no one even sees them cause they are so horribly white. i cannot wax cause it gives me a horrid rash. i will still be shaving my arm pits cause that would just be nasty. but i am going al-natural, my poor fiance will just have to get use to sleeping next to the yeti!!!

im not feeling very happy today. yesterday it occured to me that i might as well give up on a friendship that has many years behind it. The thing is i've seen him twice in a year and he lives about a ten minute drive away. he got this boyfriend (whom i think is not the best for him) the guy is about 14 years older than him and very controlling. At his 21st a very good friend (whom we haven't seen for over a year) of ours came to his party he neglected ALL of his friends and spend the whole night with his partners friends. He got drunk last weekend and phoned me and told me that he didn't have many friends left. He use to be out going and friendly to everyone always up for anything, now he has been transformed into the "BITCH" in the relationship, even his dress sense has changed to screaming queen. i know that everyone changes when they get into a new relationship but he has done a 360 on us, i don't know what to do, but i feel this friendship is nothing more than a passing hello.
I'm so upset